Angel Carlisle

Angel came to me 18 years ago as a puppy and we lived alone together the entire time. She was such a Blessing to me with all her unconditional love, companionship, and she was always by my side no matter what or where we were. I am disabled and my health over the years only grew worse. Angel allerted me to seizures before they happened so I could get to a place of safety, and she remained by my side giving me kisses until I came out of them. She made me laugh, brought such joy, and kept me going when at times without her I don't know how I would have gone on trying. Angel was always in very good health her whole life until about a month or so ago, I started seeing changes in her, even though she kept going for me and tried to hide it, I saw beyond it. The week before her passing she went down hill bad and fast, on the night of November 1, 2009, I stayed up with her trying to comfort her. She had developed a cough and she struggled to breath at times, her heart pounded as though it just could not work right, she was not eating right, and when the morning of November 3, 2009 came her eyes had a blue glaze look, and she was in such missery, yet, through it all, she still tried to keep up the appearance of being just fine, for her mommy I think. I made the heartbreaking decision to send her to Heaven right away to end the suffering, she deserved this much from me. I could no longer be selfish and keep her here with me. My friend, Angel's auntie, and her 2 four legged best friends, Peanut, and Paris went with us to the doctors to show her we were there for her in support, and shared with her the journey she took to Heaven. This was so painful and devestating to go through but I find great peace knowing she is no longer in pain, and suffering, and that she is with God in a beautiful peaceful place where I no longer have to worry about her. She will always be missed and loved.

I love you Angel, Mommy

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