Bonnie

Baby Bonnie...when i first saw you, you just looked like a drenched rat, dad was after rescuing you and bringing you home to me, mam, and our other babies Bud our labrador, Dillon & Luskie our 2 oldest cats and our newest edition Bootsie another little kitten who i had rescued the week before....i loved and adored all of them but i had no idea how you were going to steal my heart.... You were perfection in every way, the way you look, your personality everything was perfection, you had the most beautiful coat, the furriest black and white coat id ever seen, you had the most beautiful biggest paws, big eyes, the cutest ears, and the most adorable nose.. But above all that you had the most amazing personality, i think you thought you were a dog you followed poor Bud around everywhere god love him he never knew what to do with you, all he could do was groom you... But it was our bond that i find the hardest to live without...we understood each other, we even had our own little way of communicating.. You were the first one i saw in the morning the last one i seen at night...when i came in from school, then years to follow work we would always have our little snooze time together you would fall asleep on my chest, you'd gotten so big i sometimes felt like i couldnt breathe but i didn't care i just loved having you with me.. We would play together our own silly little games and i would feel like a ten year old again...at nighttime you would come up to bed but not at a normal time oh no you'd come up at 3 in the morning, 4 in the morning, 6 in the morning whenever you felt like it..and you demanded my attention you would do everything to wake me up you'd push your paws into my chest into my stomach into my neck...but i never cared it always made my day to have you there... When id be going out you, id always say bye bye BonBon and eventually you started to answer me in your own way with a little meow it got to the stage where we'd have little conversations with each other.. You were always so fussy with your food..only ever eating fillet steak...so when you lost some weight i wasn't too concerned god knows you probably could have done with losing a few pounds but you seemed to be losing the weight fast...so we brought you to the vet expecting him to say that it was maybe worms, or a viral infection of some sort...but when he felt your stomach and said it felt like a tumour....my whole world started to fall apart..he suggested operating on you, but he said that if he found that it was cancer and it had spread he would just put you to sleep on the spot... So we brought you home, talked with mam and dad and we agreed that as you didnt seem in pain and were happy and content we wouldnt put you through such an intense operation and we would let you live your life out in peace... Tuesday 18th March 2008, dad rang me at 8am and said you weren't too well he told me to come home, how i got there ill never know but i did and 2 hours later you passed in my arms....i feel like someone has ripped my heart out... You were my best friend, the love of my life, my number one..I miss you so much.... I will love you forever and always with all my heart.. I pray for the day we with meet again at the Rainbow Bridge... Till then have fun playing with Cha Cha, Bud, Luskie, Dillon & little Cuddles xxxxx Bye Bye BonBon xxxxxxxx

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