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Rainbow Bridge

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

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Posted By Anonymous on 08/14/2007

Oh show sorry I am for your loss, I lost my little man on July 7th this year and it hurts so bad.  I share in your pain and I hope that I will soon have enough money saved to be able to create a memorial page to my little Dust Man, Dusty my Toy Poodle,  I know they are happy in heaven playing and no longer in pain. 

Posted By nurse4sc on 08/15/2007

Poem for Christopher

 

My Dearest Christopher:

The tears were so many and the pain so intense this morning I forgot to send you your special poem that I wrote to God.  I hope you enjoy it.  I Love You and Miss You so.

Forever Angel In Heaven

There's A Forever Angel In Heaven
That Is A Part Of Me
It Is Not Where I Wanted Him
But Where God Wanted Him To Be
He Was Here For What Seemed Like A Moment
Like A Night Time Shooting Star
And Though He Is In Heaven
I Know That He Isn't Very Far
He Touched The Heart Of So Many
Like Only An Angel Can Do
I Would Have Held Him Every Minute
If The End I Only Knew
So I Send This Special Message
To The Heaven Up Above
God Please Take Care Of My Forever Angel
And Send Him All My Love


You Are My Forever Angel
Please Wait For Me
You Are MY Man And I Love You Punky Brewster
Love
Your Forever Mommy

Posted By Georgeann on 08/15/2007

Eight Weeks at Rainbow Bridge

As I sit here trying to type this message I can barely see through my tears.  It has been eight weeks since I lost my Little boy Christopher, my Angel and my best friend.  The pain is so intense there are days I just sit and scream.  I miss him so much it is just unbearable.  People tell me, it will get better; well it isn't.  I think about him constantly.  I cry myself to self to sleep and wake up realizing he is not next to me on the bed; the tears start again.  I have pictures of him all over my office and my home.  I never want to forget his sweet face and all the love he gave to me over the years.   I miss him so much.

I have always believed that the brightest star in the sky is my mom looking over me.  I now believe that Christopher is with her helping out.  I spend time outside every night talking to that star telling Christopher how much I miss him.  I sleep with his ashes and picture next to my bed and I talk to his pictures too.  I feel as if I am loosing my mind.  I know that my life will never be the same; I am just wondering if this pain will ever subside.

I am sick of people telling me they are sorry, that I need to seek help, that I need to try and move on before I destroy myself and my family.  Well it is just not that easy.  Believe me I have tried everything.  I have lost other pets over the years and it has never been as painful as loosing Christopher.  I feel so guilty as loosing family members has not been this traumatic.

My veterinarian said that the bond between Christopher and I was almost  spiritual.  Maybe that is the reason I am so depressed; I just do not have an answer.  I have a wonderful family and a lot of support; unfortunately it is not helping with my pain.  I have now chosen to grieve in silence and alone so that I do not have to answer any of their questions.  Thank God all of you are here to listen.  Although I do not write a lot, I am at this site several times a day and try to help others understand that they are normal and it is OK to feel pain.  When I read messages from those who have been in my shoes for a year or longer I think, how am I going to be able to continue that long?  I cannot sleep, I don't want to eat and my perpetual smile is gone.  I use to be such a happy person; now I cannot find happiness in anything.  How can this be normal? 

Christopher came to our home in Santa's pocket on December 24, 1994.  His registered name was Peking's Christmas.  Christopher was always different from out other animals.  He was so smart and very spoiled.   While I love all our furbabys he was my buddy.  Over the years he and I became inseparable.  He went everywhere with me when I could take him and all my plans were made around him.  I would never take him to a kennel when we left and only certain people were allowed to watch him when we were gone. 

 He was never left alone at the vets.  If he had to have a procedure I stayed there until he was released even if that meant spending the night.  Thank heavens I have such understanding veterinarians.  Without Bradshaw Veterinary Hospital I do not know what I would have done when Christopher got so sick.  They were there for me every minute and are still there as they know my pain is not healing.  They let me stay with him every second and saw him any time of day or night I needed them.

When Christopher developed hypertension and heart problems I never left him alone.  He slept on my desk during the day; my clients loved him and he loved them too.  He was quite the charmer.  When I had to leave him I hired a sitter for him.  My office and my home are so lonely without him I just hate to be in either place. 

Coming home at night is the worst.  Every day when he had to stay home and I would come home he was sitting by the door staring out the window waiting for me.  He was always so excited to see me and showered me with his sweet kisses.  I called him my Little Man, my Punky Brewster.  I told him how much I loved him every day.  Now when I start home at night the tears begin.  I hate going home knowing I will NEVER see him waiting for me again.  Never is such a horrible word.

His conditioned worsened over the last two years.  I knew the day would come when I would loose him but I obviously put it out of my mind.  I do not think I will ever forget that horrible day I had to say goodbye and put him to sleep.  I have asked God why this happened and why he took him away from me so soon. I have not gotten an answer.  I see other Shih Tzus living until they are 18 and it makes me so angry that he is gone.  I am sure that God had other things in mind for Christopher to do but I cannot think of anything as important as being here for me.  I know I should be thankful that I had him for 12 years.  While I am thankful for the time I had with him, I am so angry that he is gone.  I prayed for a miracle and none ever came.

I see him running down the driveway and me telling him I was going to step on his furball tail.  I hear him barking at me when it was time to go to work or go to the groomer.  I see him playing tug of war with my socks.  I know the wonderful memories should bring a smile to my face but they only bring tears and feelings of grief.   

When I had bad days Christopher was always there for me.  He was the light in a dark room and the sunshine on a cloudy day.  He could always tell when I was in a bad mood and he would so something to make me smile.  I ;loved him so much.  My heart is broken and I feel as if a part of my heart left with Christopher. 

In December of last year Christpher's condition worsened.  I remember sitting in the living room where he was never allowed to go, showing him the Christmas Decorations.  I wanted him to see them before he had to go as I knew he would never see them again.  He loved to sit and stare at the tree at night.  We spent a lot of time sitting in the yard he loved so much just staring and enjoying each other as I knew I would never share these moments with him again.   And then he was gone forever. 

The day I had to put him to sleep he was in a lot of pain.  I was awake with him all night.  I held him and told him how much I loved him. I knew from the look in his eyes that it was the end.  When he started to cry and bleed internally the choice was made for me.  I will never forget them inserting the the needle in his little leg and I will never forget watching him die.  Fortunately the veterinarian who has helped to treat him and who knew him since he was a puppy was the one who administered the medication.  She was crying too.  So many thoughts ran through my mind; is there something else I can do?  Should I wait and see if he gets better?  I realized my thoughts were no longer about Christopher, they were about me and that was not fair; he deserved better than that.  He did not deserve to suffer.  He was so weak he could not stand and he could not eat. He had lost almost all his beautiful hair because his circulation was so bad.  His heart had enlarged so much that the Dr. had no idea how he was still alive; she said he was alive becasue he did not want to leave me.   I had been feeding him baby food and carrying him everywhere.  I knew I had to let him go to Rainbow Bridge where he would be safe, healthy and out of pain.  After he was gone and I was in my car I started to scream; I screamed until I thought I was going to pass out.  How could God take my baby from me; I still have no answers.  Unfortunately there are still days that I scream from the pain I am feeling.     

Today is a very bad day as you have probably guessed.  I know I have been rattling on probably not making any sense but I had to tell someone and I know all of you will listen.  My prayers are with all of you who are in pain. I know how you feel and I wish you the very best.  Thank you all for taking the time to listen.  Sorry for the rambling. 

And to you my little man, I miss you more than life itself.  Life is so dark without you.  Take care of Grandma and Sammy.  You will always be in my heart and my thoughts.  I love you Christopher and I miss you more each day.  Stay safe until I see you at Rainbow Bridge.  I love you; you are my man, my Punky Brewster and I love you so much.
Love Mommy

Posted By Georgeann on 08/20/2007

Three Months At Rainbow Bridge

My Dearest little Man:

It has been three long months since I have held you in my arms, looked into your sweet eyes and felt your sweet kisses.  There simply are no words to describe how much I miss you.  I feel as if my heart left with you.  I know you would never want me to be sad and I am trying to get better for you, it is just taking a long time.  You were such an important part of my life that my world is empty without you.  I would give anything to hold you one more time and tell you how much I love you. 

This morning I suddenly awoke thinking of you.  It was the same time I awoke your daddy on March 20th to tell him that you could not make it any longer and that we needed to go to the Vet.  I am so glad I got to spend the entire night before you left holding you and telling you how much I loved you.  I will never forget watching Dr. Parvin sending you to the Bridge.  I did not mean to scream but it felt as if my whole life was ending.  Dr. Parvin was devastated too as she has loved you your whole life. The only comforting part was that you went to sleep so peacefully and I could see the pain leave your body.

I want to thank you Dear Christopher for hanging in there those extra months.  I know your quality of life was not the best but you continued to fight for me.  You always met me with your wagging little tail and a sweet kiss.  Not once did you give me any indication that you were uncomfortable and I know you must have been.  When Dr. Zatkin called me in to look at your xrays a few days before you left for the Bridge and showed me how large the right side of your heart had gotten I knew that it had to be uncomfortable for you.  Dr. Zatkin said that she had no idea how your heart was still beating but believed you were staying alive for me.  Thank you for giving me that extra time to tell you and show you how much you meant to me. 

Putting you to sleep was the most difficult thing I have ever done in my life.  I tried to think of ways they could save you but I knew you could not go on any longer.  I knew by the sad look in your eyes and the little cries that you were making.  When you started to cry I knew what I had to do as now it was not about you any longer but about me.  I had to do what was best for you even though it was destroying me as I could not stand to see you in pain.  I know you understand.  I just want you to know that I would have fought for you forever if it would have been possible.

Thank you for being so patient and eating all that baby food and Nutra Cal so that you could stay strong.  I know you hated it and I know you did it just for me.  Thank you for eating all those pills so that you could stay alive as long as you did.  After you left for the Bridge I was so angry I threw away all those horrible medications.  I could not believe how many things you were taking.  I think I was so focused on keeping you alive that I had no idea what was really happening to you.  You are such a special little man, you are my Punky Brewster and I love you.   

As you know I prayed to God every day for a Miracle to let you live a little longer. I begged Grandma every night to please tell God not to take you away.  I was so angry when I had to let you go because he did not grant my prayers.  You daddy told me that it was a Miracle you made it as long as you did.  What I realize now is that God actually did grant me a Miracle as he allowed you to get better after that awful day in December when you were so sick and he gave me almost three extra months with you.

I have a picture of you on my Computer screen that Daddy sent to me.  You look so real in the picture that I touch the screen many times a day.  I also have your sweet pictures all over my office; I will never forget your sweet face or how much you loved me.   I know how much you loved to come with me to work.  Debbie and Chris miss you too.  Chris got me this special little shirt after you left for the Bridge.  It says "When God Made Dogs He Just Sat Down and Smiled."  It is a very special shirt and it makes me think of you and how special you are.  You made so many people laugh and everyone loves and misses you so much. My office is not the same without you.

Thank you for always being there for me.  I miss you the most at night when I come home and when I go to bed.  I miss your barking and dancing when I use to come in the door.  You were so excited to see me.  No matter how bad my day had been you always put a smile on my face.  I miss playing peek a boo with you before bed at night.  You were so funny and loved the game.   Daddy hated it because we always woke him up!!!  But I know that Daddy misses the game too!! 

I am so glad that we got to spend so much time sitting in the living room looking at the Christmas lights and the Decorations before you had to leave as you loved Christmas.  I knew that was going to be the last Christmas you would be there to help me decorate.  Thank you for making so many Christmases special for me.  I still have so many pictures of you laying in the Christmas boxes and in the Christmas paper.  Christmas will never be the same without you.

I pulled out all of the old pictures of you I could find starting with the day you came into our lives and were delivered to Heather in Santa's pocket.  Heather was so excited and you were adorable.  You looked like a little rat.  Looking at those pictures it is amazing how beautiful you grew up to be!

I have so many pictures of you doing so many silly things.  I have pictures of you stealing my socks and stealing daddy's underwear from the clothes basket.  I have you hiding in the cabinets and growling at daddy when he took you outside instead of me.  I have you sitting up begging for my Cheerios in the morning and doing that silly little dance Heather taught you to do.  You brought more joy to my life than you will ever know.  You were a one in a million little guy and no one will ever replace you.  You will be in my heart and thoughts until I am with you at the Bridge forever.

Thank you for bringing Rollo into our lives.  When I met daddy for lunch that day and saw him sitting in the chair looking at me, I knew from looking in his eyes that you sent him to me.  He will never take your place but he sure is trying to help.  He does so many silly things that you use to do it is scary sometimes.  It is almost like a part of you is living in his little body; Daddy thinks so too.

I put together a special chair for you in the bedroom where you use to love to sit.  Aunt Debbie made me a T-Shirt with a huge sweet picture of you.  Below the T-shirt is your leash and favorite little blanket still full of your little white hairs.  When I leave for work I take your ashes from my bedside table and place them under the shirt.  This morning I lit a candle next to your picture and started to cry.  Rollo suddenly jumped up on the chair and stole your leash and started running through the house.  He was acting like a maniac!  At first I was angry, but I realized he was trying to make me laugh.  He stole that leash about 4 times before I got him to quit.  He really is trying hard and I know that you are there prompting him.  When I sit on the sofa and cry he comes up to me and kisses my face like you use to do.  He sleeps by my side every night just as you did for all those years.  Thank you for trying to help me get better.  You are my man and I love you. 

Sophie misses you too.  I have been so full of grief I forgot about how she must feel.  She was with you for ten years and that is a long time.  Every night Sophie goes to your favorite spot on the bed, smells it and lays there for a minute before she goes to her spot.  Her face is very sad and she does not play any more.  She does not want to be friends with Rollo.  Hopefully she will see someday that it was you who sent him to help us all.

Daddy and Heather miss you too.  Everyone is still in tears as the house is so lonely without you.  You were such a special guy and brought so much joy to us all.  Everyone hates coming home now that you are gone.  We will miss you forever and cherish every special moment we had with you. 

Thank you for the beautiful bright shining Star in the sky that is next to Grandmas.  I know that Star is you telling me you are OK.  I have watched and talked to Grandmas Star for 11 years and that little bright glowing colored star was never there until after you left for the Bridge.  It is a beautiful little Star and I am so glad that you letting me know that you are OK.  I know that you are very little and fragile and I worry so that you will get hurt. Thank you for the warm hugs each night before I go to bed.  When I hug the T-shirt with your picture on it I can feel the warmth from your body.  Even though it makes me cry it helps me so much feeling your love.

Well little man I have taken up enough space.  There is so much more I want to say but I will keep those thoughts for another Bridge day.  Just know that I miss you more than life itself.  My life will never be the same without you.  You are the love of my life, the sunshine on a rainy day and the light in a dark room.  You brought so much love into my life that I will be forever grateful to you for all that you have taught me.  I am going to keep donating money to the Vet for all the sick animals so I can keep your spirit alive until it is my time to come and be with you; what a wonderful day that will be.  I know that 3 months is so long not being able to hold you in my arms, but I also know that it is 3 months closer to me being with you and holding you forever.  That thought is the only thing that keeps me going.  Stay safe little one and take care of Sammy, Moses and Golda. 

You are my man and I love you my little Punky Brewster.  Have a wonderful 3 month Bridge Anniversary.  I love you
Mommy

Posted By Georgeann on 08/20/2007

Four Months at Rainbow Bridge

My Sweet Angel Christopher:

Here I sit with tears in my eyes and tremendous pain in my heart typing this letter to you.  I ask myself why I have to do this, why can't I be holding you telling you in person and why did God take you from me; I have no answers.  I just feel the pain of missing you in my life.

I simply cannot believe that you have been at the Bridge for 4 months.  It is 6:30 am, the same time you left me to go to the Bridge.  I will never forget watching you close your eyes as your soul left for Heaven.  I felt my heart and an enormous part of my life leave with you.  I miss you so much little Man.

As I sit here and look at your picture through the flames of your Rainbow Candle so many thoughts come to mind.  I know how lucky I was to share such unconditional love with you.  I realize how precious every day is and how important it is to live every day as if it is your last and to enjoy every minute with those you love.  I hope you know how much you mean to me and how much I love you.  You are my forever dog.  There will never be anyone to take your place.  You will be in the missing part of my heart forever.

I miss you every day when I wake up in the morning.  I remember waking up every morning with you staring into my face.   As I opened my eyes your tail would start to wag and the wet kisses would come.  You made me laugh every morning and I miss that so much.

I remember how excited you use to get when you knew that I was going to take you to work with me.  You would bark like a maniac and dance on your hind feet.  Oh how you loved to go for rides in the car!!  I loved having you with me as you made everything in my life so much better. 

I miss you sitting on my desk watching me work.  I miss watching you run through the office to meet my clients.  You always won their hearts.  Chris and Debbie miss seeing you too.  You brought so much Joy and Happiness to the Office.  That Joy and Happiness is now gone. 

I miss you waiting for me when I get home at night.  Tears come to my eyes every night as I head home because I know that you won't be waiting.  I hate coming home at night.  I miss your wagging tail.  I miss watching you run around in circles so excited to see me.  And oh how I miss your hugs and sweet kisses.  I would give the world to hug you one more time and feel those sweet kisses on my face.  I miss sitting with you on the sofa sharing my day with you.  You would sit and listen to me talk for hours.  If I had a bad day you somehow knew as you would kiss my face over and over.  I have no one to share my good and bad times with since you left.  I miss that so much. 

I miss you at night when we use to snuggle in bed and play peek a boo.  WE use to laugh because it use to make daddy crazy when we played as he could not go to sleep because of your barking.  We didn't care; we played anyway :)

I know that you do not want me to hurt like this and cry all the time.  I am really trying to get better but it is so hard without you. You are in my heart and mind every waking hour of the day.  It is just so lonely and sad without you.  I know that you do not want me to be mad at God for taking you as you are now at home and it was your time to go.  I am trying to understand that but it is so hard.  I feel bad for being angry at God as I know he is sweet and kind.  I just do not know why he had to take you so soon because I need you here too. 

I hope you can hear the many times a day I say "You are my man and I love you."  I told you that so many times a day and I will never stop saying it to you.  I hope you can hear all my loving words each night that I sit outside and speak to your beautiful little star.  I believe that you can because as I talk to you I see the bright colors of your Star sparkle in the night.  I believe that you are letting me know that you are OK and that you love and miss me too.  I am so grateful for that little Star. 

I have met so many wonderful people on this site who are in pain just like me because their babies have left for the Bridge like you.  I have met Chancey and Digby's mom,Sadies' Mom, Moses Mom, Jazz's Mom, Golda's Mom, Candy's Mom and so many more fur babies parents who have been here for me when I am in pain.  I hope you are enjoying playing with all the babies.  I know that you are having a wonderful time with sweet little Sadie.  She is so adorable and I know how you loved to charm the little girls:) 

Daddy and Heather miss you too.  We talk about all the funny things you use to do.  We share our tears and loneliness.  I hope you like all the pretty solar lights that daddy bought for you so you and grandma could see the house at night. The solar lanterns look like sparkling candles in the night.  And how cute are those silly solar frogs and turtles?  Daddy thought that they would make you happy.

Sophie misses you too.  You were with Sophie for ten years.  She is so sad without you.  I tell her I love her all the time but you can see in her eyes that she is very sad.  She lays on your favorite spot on the rug and when we go to bed at night, she smells your favorite spot next to me then lays down with a sigh.  You are so special Punky Brewster and we miss you soo.  Life is just not the same without you and never will be again.

Mommy Debbie misses you too.  She misses seeing you every Saturday for your bath.  I put some pictures together for her of you and Sophie.  She really loved them; it made us all cry. 

Every night before I go to sleep I hug your picture on the T-shirt that mommy Debbie gave to me.  As I hug you I can feel your warmth.  I know it is you letting me know that you love me and you are OK. 

Thank you for sending us Rollo.  Although he will never be you he is a sweet little guy and he tries so hard to fill in the emptiness.  He sleeps next to me like you use to and even crawls on my head at night like you use to do.  He sleeps upside down in your favorite position.  He steals socks just like you did and the toilet paper rolls out of the garbage:)  A few days ago as I was sitting down I looked up and Rollo was staring at me.  As I looked into his eyes I saw your eyes and felt your presence.  It was such a comforting feeling.  As I sit here typing he is staring up at me with your sweet eyes.  I hope those looks are really from you sending your love and letting me know that you are always with me. 

I hope you got the postcard I sent to you from the Prayer Mom site and I hope you saw the Candle I sent to you.  I feel so lucky to be able to tell you I love you in so many ways because so many people care enough to develop all these wonderful sites.  You are my man and I love you:)

I ordered some books that Ed who developed this wonderful place to send you messages recommended.  One of the books was, For Every Dog An Angel.  It talks about how some dogs are forever dogs.  And that is what you are, my forever dog; and I am your forever person.  The book says that a dog can never be separated from their forever person.  The book says that neither time nor space can ever come between us.  It says that when you came to the end of your earthly life and went ahead without me that your Guardian Angel became the loving bridge between us for as long as I am on earth.  That way we know that your Guardian Angel is always with you and always with me.  It says that one day that Bridge will appear and that I will cross that Bridge too and find you there. It says we will never be separated again.  That is how I survive each day sweetheart, knowing that someday I will be with you Again FOREVER.   

I know each day I wake up that I am one day closer to being with you.  I think about how that day will be and it feels so good.  I can see you running at me with your wagging tail and sweet face.  I can feel you jump into my arms and shower me with kisses.  I will keep those thoughts in my mind until it is my day to cross the Bridge and be with you again FOREVER.  Please wait for me and stay safe until I can get there.  Take care of Grandma, Grandpa,  Sammy, and all the other fur babies.

Enjoy your Bridge Day Sweetheart and don't make little Sadie too crazy.  You are my Man and I Love You.  You are my Forever Dog and I am Your Forever Person; no one can take that away from us as we will always be one. 

I Love You Punky Brewster
Love
Mommy

My Forever Angel
I Love You and Will Miss You FOREVER
Mommy

Posted By Georgeann on 08/20/2007

Five Months At Rainbow Bridge

 

My Dearest Christopher:

I cannot believe that you have been gone from my arms for 154 days.  That means it has been 3,696 hours since I was able to hold you and tell you how much I love you.  I miss your sweet little kisses and the dance you did for me every day.  I still cannot believe that you are gone.  You are on my mind all day every day.  I miss you so much Brewster that words cannot describe the pain I am feeling.  I know that you would not want me to be this sad, but I have not found a way to get over this heartache.  I know that you are not in pain any more and that you can walk again, but loosing you just hurts so much.  I am trying so hard for you, but I just do not know how to go on without you.  You are my Hero, My Love and My Best Friend.  My Life is just not the same without you. 

I was able to put together a Memorial for you at :

http://www.immortalpets.com/Christopher_McKee/About.aspx?MemorialID=280  


I have received so many sweet emails and everyone loves your site.  Dr. Seimens wrote me a nice letter about your site too; she is so sad that you are gone.   It makes me feel so good to look at your site and listen to the beautiful music.  I hope you like all the candles that we have been able to light for you on the site.  We miss you so much Brewster.  It was so hard to write about you and to put your beautiful pictures on the site.  It is just so hard dealing with the fact that you are never coming back.  Everyone misses you sweetheart.  You are a one in a million little guy. 

This weekend I was able to meet with Betty Carmack.  She wrote the book about grieving the loss of a pet.  Heather knows her so she agreed to meet with me.  She has done a lot of counseling and still has a pet loss group.  I was able to tell her all about you for an hour and a half.  It was wonderful to share all of our memories with her but it was very emotional and brought a lot of tears to my eyes.  It made me realize how close we are and how many wonderful things we have done and shared together.  I miss you so much my Angel.

Sadie's mom KarenC recommended a book on pets and the afterlife.  I have found a lot of wonderful comforting thoughts in the book.  There are many days that when I speak to your Star I can feel you answering me.  I thought maybe it was all in my head but Kim Sheridan who wrote the book can feel answers from her pets too.  Maybe it is a sign from you letting me know that you are always with me.  I really hope that is true. 

I also had a sweet little white butterfly land on my shoulder.  When it landed I thought of you and I believe I felt your presence.  Last night when I was reading the book by Kim Sheridan I read that Kim had that same experience and believed it was her pet June.  While all these things have left me wondering what is real and what is imagined, being able to see it in writing where someone else has experienced the same things I have, puts hope in my life that you are telling me that you are OK and that you will Always Be With Me. 

Coming home at night is still so difficult, especially when everyone is in bed and I am alone.  Ms. Carmack suggested that I start writing a journal each night so I have been doing that.  She also suggested that when I feel you answering me as I am talking to your Star that I add those comments too.  I have done that the last two nights.  While it has brought tears to my eyes I have found it helpful in dealing with the loneliness and the quiet house. It is also comforting to me as I talk to you just like I use to every night when I came home.  If I close my eyes I can see you sitting on the sofa next to me listening as if you understand every word I am saying.   I hate opening my eyes again because reality hits me that you are not there.  You are such a special little man.  I am so grateful that I had you in my life for so many years.

I learned so much form you my Angel.  I learned that Life is too short; that money cannot buy anything that is really important; and that true love and Friendship are with you for eternity.  I have learned how important it is to treasure the things that are important to you every day and to make sure you tell those that are important to you how much you love them.  I miss you so.

Poor Sophie misses you too.  She always has such a sad look on her face.  Every night when we go to bed, she goes to your favorite spot and lays down for a little while before she lays in her favorite spot.  I feel so sorry for her.  I tell her I love her and tell her that you miss her too. 

Rollo is growing every day.  When I am sad he always comes over to me as if he knows.  He sits on my chest and gives me kisses just like you use to do.  Sometimes when I look into his eyes I see you.  Even Doctor Hodson said he reminds her of you.  Daddy and I believe that you had something to do with us finding Rollo.  He does so many things that you use to do.  No one will ever be you but the things Rollo does make us remember how sweet and funny you are.  We all miss you so much.

Well my Sweet Angel I hope you have a wonderful Bridge Day.  I wish I could be there to celebrate it with you but that is not to be just yet.  Take good care of Sammy and tell Sammy, grandma and grandpa that I love them.  Please make sure to take good care of Chancey and Digby too.  Like me their mommy is so heartbroken.  It is just so terrible that all of you had to leave.

I know each day that passes is important because that means that I am one day closer to being with you Forever.  I love you my sweet Angel.  Please continue to send me signs that you are OK.  Please Stay Safe And Wait For Me.  I know that when my Journey is up we will Be Together Again FOREVER. 

The Sweetest Angel IN Heaven
Happy Bridge Day Brewster!!!!

Posted By Georgeann on 08/20/2007

JUST A DOG
 
From time to time, people  tell me, "lighten up, it's just a dog,"
> or, "that's a lot of money for just a  dog."
>
> They don't understand the distance traveled, the time spent, or the 
> costs involved for "just a dog."
>
> Some of my proudest moments have  come about with "just a dog."
>
> Many hours have passed and my only company  was "just a dog,"
> but I did not once feel slighted.
>
> Some of my saddest  moments have been brought about by "just a dog,"
> and in those days of  darkness, the gentle touch of "just a dog" gave me
> comfort and reason to  overcome the day.
>
> If you, too, think it's "just a dog," then you will  probably understand
> phrases like "just a friend," "just a sunrise," or "just  a promise."
>
> "Just a dog" brings into my life the very essence of  friendship, trust,
> and pure unbridled joy.
>
> "Just a dog" brings out the  compassion and patience that make me a
> better person.
>
> Because of  "just a dog", I will rise early, take long walks and look
> longingly to the  future.
>
> So for me and folks like me, it's not "just a dog" but an  embodiment of
> all the hopes and dreams of the future,
> the fond memories  of the past, and the pure joy of the moment.
>
> "Just a dog" brings out  what's good in me and diverts my thoughts away
> from myself and the worries of  the day.
>
> I hope that someday they can understand that it's not "just a  dog",
> but the thing that gives me humanity and keeps me from being
> "just a  man or woman."
>
> So the next time you hear the phrase "just a dog"
> just  smile...
> because they "just don't understand."
>
> Written by an unknown  Doctor of Veterinary Medicine.
> From the Therapy Dog Inc. News  Magazine

Posted By Georgeann on 08/21/2007

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so sorry for your loss it is so hard when they go you posted Christopers picture he looks like a shih tzu we lost our in may so we understand the empty spot in your heart
Posted by genny patterson on 08/13/2007
My Precious Angel. May the light from the candle brighten you day. Mommy mises you so much. You Are My Man and I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 08/13/2007
Rest well Christopher, look up my little Dusty and show him around heaven for me.
Posted by Donna Minish on 08/15/2007
My Dearest Forever Angel:
Each time I look at your picture I remember how special you are. It brings tears to my eyes. There will never be another love like you. Your website is so beautiful just like you. Heather and Daddy love it too. I hope you love it. Please stay safe my Little Angel. When my Journey is up I will be with you again Forever. Please wait for me.

I Miss you So
You Are My Man And I Love You Punky Brewster
Your Forever Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 08/15/2007
Your precious Christopher lives on in your heart and soul. His love will sustain you...until that glorious day when you are reunited again. Sending you and your family my prayers for comfort and healing.
Posted by Tuckers Mum on 08/15/2007
My Dearest Angel:
My eyes are filled with tears again as I look at your sweet face. Today I read a post that Chancey and Digby's mommy wrote; she posted:

"Until one has loved an animal, a part
of one's soul remains unawakened."

-----Anatole France

The words made me think of you as you awakened my soul to such a beautiful experience of Love, Loyalty and eternal and everlasting Friendship. Please stay safe my Little Angel until mommy gets there.

You Are My Man And I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 08/17/2007
for christopher, waht a beataful little dog you are. i hope you are playing at the rainbow bridge and having fun. your mommy georgann loves you very much. love, amy akers aka arthursmom
Posted by amy on 08/17/2007
My Dearest Christopher:
The tears are falling again as your five month bridge day quickly approaches. I cannot believe that I have not held you or felt your sweet kisses for five months. I am so lonely without you sweetheart. Please stay safe until we are together again Forever. I worry about you so much and my heart is broken. You will be in my heart and my thoughts forever.

You Are My Man and I Love You Brewster.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 08/19/2007
My Sweet Angel in Heaven:
It has been 154 days and 3,696 hours without you in my arms. I cannot believe that you have been gone for 5 months. I have cried so many tears and prayed so hard for you. I do not know how to go on without you. I know I have no choice but the path is so dark It is so hard to find my way. I love you more than life itself. Please wait for me as some day I will be by your side Forever. Enjoy your Bridge Day Sweetheart. May this candle shine bright and bring Love and Happiness to your special day.

You Are My Man And I Love You Punky Brewster.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 08/20/2007
Hey Chrisopher your mommy misses you and loves you so much, she's a very special lady. I hope you have had time to look up Dusty for me and tell him I love him. Love you too Christopher. May you enjoy the Rainbow Bridge.
Posted by Donna, Dusty's mom on 08/20/2007
How beautiful. Our hearts and lives are so much better,because of the love we share with our furbabies.
Posted by LJ on 08/21/2007
Hello...This is Scooter 'Bugs' MOM. Your little christoper is such a doll. I loved the Memorial that you wrote and I share in every detail of it. There is never enough time with our little ones and it's so heartbreaking when they leave us. You know I only got to have Scooter 6 years and it truly has been the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with in my long life. I hope your days are getting a little easier for you. It's been almost 2 months for me since my loss and it feels like it was yesterday. In 2005 our Bichon, Kuddles died very suddenly on Christmas Eve and I thought I would never have to go thru something so traumatic again, but here I am.
This looks like a lovely memorial site. I'll have to look at it closer. I know you saw my Scooter on critters.com. I hope you left a msg. in the guestbook. SCOOTER 'BUG' my little Yorkie dog.
NO, the owners/breeders of Scooter...I never found them and that makes me very sad. Good luck to you. JO
Posted by Jo Sipes on 08/23/2007
Dear Christopher,
What a beutiful memorial from your Mommy who loves you so much! Be a good boy and take good care of my Luiz; he can be so shy. You sound like such a wonderful, fun little man, and maybe one day I'll get to meet you too.
Your friend,
Catina
Posted by catina on 08/27/2007
My Dearest Angel:
My Birthday was so sad without you next to me. As I sit here and look at your beautiful picture I just cannot believe that you are really gone. How can you be gone when you look so alive? I am so lost without you my Angel. I know you miss me too. Please stay safe until I get there. May this Candle brighten you dreams. You Are My Man And I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 08/27/2007
On His journey to Eternal Spirit He paused but for a moment to kiss my life. With an innocence so blindingly sweet, He stole my heart. Remembered joy can break the heart, but who among us, even on the darkest day would choose to have missed the Joy....
Author Unknown

Georgeann - My heart goes out to you on the loss of your sweet boy Christopher. I too lost my beautiful boy Rudy, also a Shih Tzu 1/28/06 after only 2 years on this earth. My time with him changed my life forever as I know Christopher changed yours. Bless you both and Godspeed your healing. This verse always makes me feel better.I hope it helps your pain as well.
Posted by Donna Ehlmann on 08/28/2007
Hey Chrissy Guy!!

We sure do miss you :o)
Posted by Heather on 08/28/2007
Love of your Mommy's life-You will meet again. A love like yours will never be broken. You lit up her life when you were here and now you shine down as her favorite star.
Posted by Carol Ross on 08/30/2007
My Dearest Angel:
Here I sit at midnight staring at your beautiful picture wondering how you could be gone. You look so alive and well. I wish I could wake up from this nightmare and find you next to me. You will always be in my heart my precious Angel. Each day that passes I am one day closer to being with you again forever. I will love and miss you for the rest of my life.

You Are My Man And I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 09/06/2007
My Sweet Angel:
As I look into your beautiful eyes I still cannot believe that you are gone. I miss you so much my sweet guy. I know now that my life must change and I must go on, but the pain I feel will never end. You Are My Man and I Love You. There will never be another Christopher. Please stay safe until I get there.
Love
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 09/14/2007
What a lovely place for Christopher, Georgeann. You have created beautifully.

May Christopher watch over you and comfort you.

All best thoughts to you.
Aaron
Posted by Aaron on 09/16/2007
The bond between you and Christopher was clear every time we saw you together. He was a one in a million dog! You were right. It made me cry.
-Cami
Posted by Cami Zatkin on 09/17/2007
Christopher, I know you already know this but your Mommy loves you so much. She has been lost without you in her arms. Even though she cannot hold you in her arms she will always hold you in her heart, where you will always be safe and loved.
Posted by Helen Sloan on 09/19/2007
My Dearest Angel:
It has been 6 months today since I watched you leave for Rainbow Bridge without me. I miss you so much my sweet Angel. I would give the world to hold you in my arms and feel your sweet kisses. My Heart is broken in a million pieces and my life has changed forever. I sit here alone and in tears once again, but I know that as the clock approaches midnight I am one day closer to being with you again forever. Thank you for you undconditional love; you gave me everything and asked for nothing. I will Love you with all my Heart for the rest of my life. Please stay safe and wait for me. You Are My Man And I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 09/20/2007
My Dearest Angel:
It is midnight and here I sit in tears and without you. I miss you so much. There are no words to describe how empty my life feels without you. You are the last thing I think about before I fall asleep and the first thing I think about when I awake. I will Love You and Miss You for the rest of my life. As the clock passes midnight I know that I am one day closer to being with you again forever. Stay safe my Angel and wait for me. Take good care of Grandma and Sammy.
You Are My Man And I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 09/27/2007
Just wanted to send my warmest and most sincere thoughts for you and your Christopher..You had a one of a kind and oh, so very special love, it will live on forever. Bless you.
Posted by Helen Sloan on 10/02/2007
My Dearest Angel:
I am missing you so much tonight. I look at your sweet face and still cannot believe your are gone. I received a card from Bradshaw Vet tonight. Your Memorial Fund saved the life of a little kitten named Motor. Motor had a fractured pelvis and her family had no money to help her. Your fund paid for her care and now she is going to live and be OK. They were so grateful and wanted us to know. Their card is in your scrapbook. I know that you are so proud to have saved a sweet fur baby. How I wish I could have saved you. May the light from this beautiful candle shine upon you and bring happiness to your life. Someday we will be together again and I will never let you go. Stay safe and please wait for me.

You Are My Man And I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 10/03/2007
My Dearest Angel:
Here I sit still in tears;still in pain; still without you. It seems that each day brings more pain and sadness. I know there is nothing I can do to bring you back; there is also nothing I can do to deal with your loss. There are simply no words to describe how much you meant to me and how much I miss you for the rest of my life. You will always be in my heart. I hope you like your new Angel that is looking over your Memorial. I hope you are safe Brewster. Until we are together again forever.

You Are my Man And I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 10/10/2007
My Sweet Angel:
Oh Christopher how I miss you. This weekend has been so hard for me. The thought of never seeing you again is so painful. I sit here looking into your sweet eyes wondering how and why this nightmare occurred. The Love you brought into my world will shine Forever on my life just like your Beautiful Star. May this Candle bring some light and happiness into your life. Please let me know that you are OK. I worry about you so much as you are such a little guy. Stay safe my Angel and wait for me as some day I will be by your side again forever.

You Are My Man and And I Love You Brewster.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 10/14/2007
My Sweet Angel:
The tears are falling as I sit and look at your beautiful sweet face. Saturday will be 7 months since you left me; how can that be? I miss you so much Brewster and I know you miss me too. I just want to hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you. Instead I have to come here and cry alone. Please stay safe my Angel and wait for me.

You Are My Man And I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 10/16/2007
My Sweet Angel:
Eight hours from now is when you left me and went to the Bridge. I have no idea how I have survived 7 months. I have cried a river of tears and felt pain that only God understands. I hope you are having a wonderful time with Grandma and Sammy. May this Candle light your way to my heart so that you can see that the peace you took with you will always be missing until we are together again forever.
You Are My Man And I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 10/19/2007
Christopher, I said a prayer for you and your Mom today as it is another hard date for her. I hope you heard it, I know that God did and will look out after both of you.
Helen
Posted by Helen on 10/20/2007
My Dearest Angel:
Here I sit at midnight once again in tears and missing you. It has been 7 months and I still cannot believe you are gone. I saw Dr. Parvin today and she started to cry too. She said you were a Gift to us all. You were my Gift from God and for that I will be forever Grateful. I will miss you for the rest of my life. I know that I must go on but I know too that my heart will never heal. May this Candle burn forever and light my way to Rainbow Bridge. Please stay safe until I get there. I Love You More Each Day.
You Are MY Man And I Love You Punky Brewster.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 10/23/2007
christopher i love dogs, and i just lost my dixie baby. i no you will see her

and your happy right now your ok and how u no tis hard for us, your ok. tell her i love her, and that i miss her. tell her that no matter what im proud, and i love all the dogs up in heaven.
Posted by alyssa on 10/25/2007
My Dearest Christopher:
Today is another very sad day without you. Oh how much I miss you my Angel. Friday I will be at the Church Ceremony in San Francisco saying a very special prayer for you and your friends. I hope you can come and watch. May this Beautiful Candle brighten your day and warm your heart until mommy arrives. Mommy loves you so much sweet boy. Please stay safe Brewster. You Are My Man And I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 10/31/2007
Dear Christoper, I wanted to stop by and wish you an early Happy Birthday :) Your birthday is just a few days after Riefer's (his is Halloween) and I know you guys are gonna be romping around and playing like the silly little puppy's we remember. Your family misses you dear Christopher so send them extra love.

hugs ~ Lisa (Riefer's mommy)
Posted by Lisa ~ Riefer's mommy on 11/01/2007
My Sweet Angel:
Happy Birthday Brewster. You are 12 years old today. I miss you so much and wish you were here so we could celebrate together. May the light from this Beautiful Candle Brighten your day and add some Joy to your Birthday Celebration. I will miss you forever Christopher. I hope you liked your beautiful Balloon. I sent it up when your Star was shining bright. You Are My Man And I Love You.

Happy Birthday
Love
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 11/05/2007
You are out of pain now Little Christopher and so is my Boy Cody may be you will find him and run free again with out pain until your mommy findsyou again just like I hope to find Cody some day. Rest in Peace little Angel. Penny Cadeau
Posted by Penny Cadeau on 11/08/2007
My Sweet Angel:
Here I sit once again with tears in my eyes missing you as much today as the day you left for the Bridge. In 5 days it will be 8 months since you left without me. The pain is still overwhelming and my world is still shattered. I will never heal from your loss. I hope you hear all the things I say to your Star every night. My Life will never be the same without you little man. I will miss you for the rest of my life on this earth. May this Candle bring happiness and smiles into your life. You Are MY Man And I Love You Punky Brewster.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 11/15/2007
My Beautiful Angel:
Eight Months ago today at 6:30 a.m. you left me and went to Rainbow Bridge. Oh how I miss you. My heart will be broken for eternity and I will miss you FOREVER. May this Beatiful Star shine brightly on your special day sweetheart and send my love to you. You Are My Man And I Love You.
Gone from My Life But Forever in My Heart.

Love
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 11/20/2007
My Dearest Angel:
Here I sit again with tears in my eyes missing you so. Christmas time is quickly approaching and I have no idea how I am going to get through it without you. Christmas was you special day and ours too because of you. I will miss you forever sweet guy. Please stay safe and wait for me as one day I will arrive never to be taken from you again. You Are My Man And I Love you.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 11/28/2007
My Dearest Angel:
Here I sit; another sleepless night without you. I look at your sweet picture and I still cannot believe that you are gone. I am simply never going to overcome your loss. I miss you more than words can describe and I always will. I hope you are safe and doing ok. I know that you miss me too. I know that Grandma is taking good care of you. Please take really good care of her and Sammy too.

May this candle shine upon your beautiful little face bringing my message of Love.

You Are My Man And I Love You Brewster. Stay safe sweet guy and wait for me; I will be there I promise.

Love
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 12/04/2007
My Dearest Angel:
Here I sit in tears once again. Christmas is almost here and I am so alone without you. Christmas is so hard with you not here. Christmas was all about you. Oh how I wish you were here with me. I would give anything to hold you in my arms and tell you I Love You.

Today I found that silly collar you hated so much. How it made me cry. I will miss you for eternity my little guy.

May this Candle shine brightly upon you and bring you All Of The love In My Heart.

Please stay safe and wait for me. I miss you so sweet guy. Never forget that some day we will be together forever and will never to be seperated again.

You Are My Man And I Love You Brewster.

Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 12/10/2007
Christopher, I can see that you were a little angel-boy, who was loved entirely and unconditionally. Keep my little Tico company, should you run into him up there.
"In this life we cannot do great things. We can only do small things with great love". --Mother Teresa
Posted by Lynn on 12/12/2007
Christopher,

I know your mom misses you so. Please give her a little "hello" when you can. You are so loved. I know you know that...

Please give Molly a little kiss from me. I hope you both celebrate Christmas together -- We will be so sad and lonely down here without you, but will try to carry on in your memories and celebrate that you were part of our lives.

Robyn, Molly's Mom
Posted by Robyn, Mollys Mom on 12/16/2007
MY Sweet Angel:
Here I sit in tears through another night without my little guy. I miss you so much Christopher. Christmas is coming so quickly as is your 9 month Bridge Day. I still cannot believe that you are gone. I would give the world to hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you.

For now all I can do is send this Candle in hopes that My Love is delivered to you. May the light from this beautiful Candle shine upon your sweet little face bringing you all the Love in my Heart as it is all just for you. Please stay safe until I get there. I promise once I arrive no one will separate us ever again.

You Are My Man And I Love You Brewster.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 12/18/2007
Christohper, know that you will always be in your mommy's heart and she will always see you as her shining star...

"What we have once enjoyed we can never lose. All that we love deeply becomes a part of us" Helen Keller

That is so true, Christopher, that you will always be a part of your mommy..

Helen
Posted by Helen Sloan on 12/19/2007
My Dearest Christopher:
This was my first Christmas Eve without you and it broke my Heart. There are no words to describe what your loss has done to my life. I miss yo more each day sweet Angel. Please stay safe for mommy and wait for me. I hope your Christmas Eve was beautiful. May this Candle shine brightly on your beautiful little face and bring you all the love in my heart. I will miss you forever.

You Are MY Man And I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommuy on 12/25/2007
Merry Christmas Sweet Angel. There are no words to describe how much I miss you. There will never be anyone in my life like you again. May this Beautiful Candle carry all my Love into your Heart. I will cherish every moment we had together Forever.

You Are My Man and I Love You Brewster.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 12/26/2007
My Dearest Christopher:
We are but a few hours away from starting the New Year. Oh how am I ever going to start the New Year without you. This year has been a nightmare. Losing you has been worse. May this Beautiful Candle Shine upon your Sweet Face and bring you all the Love in My Heart. I will Miss You Forever Brewster.
Happy New Year Sweet Angel. Give Sammy and everyone a big kiss for me and have a wonderful New Year's Eve.

You Are My Man And I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 12/31/2007
My Dearest Christopher:
Here I sit Once Again with Tears in my eyes, missing you so. It is raining and ugly outside and I remembered how much you hated the rain. I hope it is sunny and warm at Rainbow Bridge. My Heart is broken and I will miss you Forever My Angel. Please Stay Safe Until I Get There. You Will Always Be In MY Heart and I Know That You Are Always With Me. I Love You My Guy.

May This Candle Shine Brightly On Your Beautiful Little Face and Bring You All The Love In My Heart.

You Are My Man and I Love You Brewster; Forever.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 01/06/2008
My Sweet Angel:
Mommy is missing you so much tonight. I just looked at the beautiful site that Carewolf did for you and it just broke my Heart. Please take really good care of the piece of My Heart that you took with you to keep me close. I will be there so please stay safe and wait for me.

May this Beautiful Candle Shine Brightly upon your sweet face and bring you all the Love In My Heart.

You Are MY Man And I Love You Brewster. I will Miss You Forever.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 01/10/2008
My Precious Angel:
Here I sit with Tears in My Eyes and a Broken Heart that will never heal. You are gone and my world is shattered. I hope you are safe and well my Precious Angel. May the Light From this Beautiful Candle Shine upon your Sweet Little Face and Bring You All the Happiness in The World. I will Miss You Forever.

You Are My Man And I Love You Brewster.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 01/15/2008
The stars shine brightly at night but there is one special star that outshines all the others. That is you, Christopher, shining for your Mom. That way she knows you are always with her.

Chancey and Digby's Mom, Helen
Posted by Helen Sloan on 01/19/2008
My Precious Angel:
Where has the time gone? It has been 10 months since I have felt your sweet little kisses and held you tightly in my arms. Today has been so sad for mommy as I miss you so. I hope your day was beautiful. May this Candle shine brightly upon your beautiful little face and bring you all my Love Today and Forever.
Once again the day is coming to a close. That means I am one day closer to being with you again Forever. You will always be my guy and I will miss you for the rest of my Life.

You Are My Man And I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 01/21/2008
My Precious Angel:
Here I sit with Tears flowing down my cheeks missing you as much today as the day you left. I will miss you Forever sweet guy. I hope you are happy and well at Rainbow Bridge. Please Stay safe my Angel until I arrive. May the light from this Beautiful Candle carry all of the Love in my Heart to you.
My Heart will be broken for Eternity and I will miss you every day for the rest of my life.
You Are My Man And I Love You Brewster.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 01/24/2008
My Precious Angel:
Here Mommy sits once again in tears and without her guy. Oh Christopher I miss you so much. I cannot believe that you have been gone from my arms for 10 1/2 months. The pain feels as if you left yesterday. Coming home at night without you waiting for me is so horrible. I wish you were here in my arms and could stay Forever.
I hope your days are filled with Happiness. I worry about you so much. Please stay safe and wait for me until I can get there. I will miss you Forever Little Guy. As Celine Dion's Song goes; "You Are Safe In My Heart and My Heart Will Go On And On."
May This Beautiful Candle Bring You All The Love In MY Heart and keep you safe from Harm.

You Are My Man And I Love You Brewster.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 02/04/2008
My Beautiful Angel:
Your Star is shining brightly tonight once again. Thank you for the Beautiful Rainbow you sent to me Last Night. I know you wanted me to know that you are OK.

As I sit and Look into Your Eyes I Simply Cannot Believe That You Are Gone Forever.

You Are My Life, My Love, and My Heart. There will never be A Moment in A Day I will Not Miss You Sweet Guy.
Please Stay Safe Angel. I Miss You So.

May this Candle Bring You All The Love I Have In My Heart.
You Are My Man And I Love You Brewster.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 02/09/2008
My Precious Angel:
Today is Valentine's Day and here I sit without the Love of My Life. You have been gone for almost 11 months and the pain in my Heart feels as if you left Yesterday. You are the Love of My Life and will always be my Very Special Valentine. I hope you liked your balloons sweet guy. I Love you more than life itself Brewster.

May this Beautiful Candle shine brightly upon your Sweet Face and carry to you all the Love in My Heart on our Very Special Day.

You Are My Man And I Love You, Forever
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 02/14/2008
Oh I am so very sorry for your huge loss. Christopher is an absolute cutie-pie. I just lost my Saydee5 days ago, it's unbearable to breath. She too was my shadow. I know your baby plays with my Ms Saydee. God bless you and may you find some comfort in all your memories. xoxo
Posted by Pauline to my ^j^ Ms Saydee on 02/17/2008
Oh I am so very sorry for your huge loss. Christopher is an absolute cutie-pie. I just lost my Saydee5 days ago, it's unbearable to breath. She too was my shadow. I know your baby plays with my Ms Saydee. God bless you and may you find some comfort in all your memories. xoxo
Posted by Pauline to my ^j^ Ms Saydee on 02/17/2008
Oh I am so very sorry for your huge loss. Christopher is an absolute cutie-pie. I just lost my Saydee5 days ago, it's unbearable to breath. She too was my shadow. I know your baby plays with my Ms Saydee. God bless you and may you find some comfort in all your memories. xoxo
Posted by Pauline to my ^j^ Ms Saydee on 02/17/2008
My Precious Angel:
Here I sit once again, tears rolling down my face, missing you today as much as the day you left me here and went to the Bridge. In just a few hours you will have been gone from my life for 11 months. How is that possible? You are my Love and My Life and Always will be. I will miss you Forever Brewster and I will cry for you every day.
Please take good care of Grandma and Sammy for me and Stay safe until I arrive. You will Always be Safe in My Heart.
May this beautiful Candle shine upon your sweet face and Bring You every ounce of Love I have for You, now and Forever.
You Are My Man and I Love You Brewster.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 02/18/2008
so sorry that you lost you re pet i never would have known what people feel like until yesturday when they loose a pet well my dog holly was killed by a hit n run driver last night she was a king charles and only 3 and on a lead wheres the justice i ask all of you
tanya xxx
Posted by tanya on 02/24/2008
My Precious Angel:
Here Mommy sits again with more tears in her eyes. I know that I am never going to heal and I know that I will miss you Forever. I still aks God every day, Why Christopher? I will always look forward to the day when we will be together again Forever. Please stay safe my Angel and take good care of Grandma and Sammy.

You Are MY Man And I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 02/29/2008
My Precious Angel:
Nights are so difficult without you. Coming home and not seeing you in the window breaks my Heart. Once again the tears are falling and the pain is overwhelming. My Life is so sad without you. I miss you more each day. Soon it will be one year since you left me here and went to the Bridge. How is that even possible? It feels like you left yesterday. As I sit here and stare at your sweet face it just breaks my heart that you are gone. The pain in my chest is so intense I feel as if I cannot breathe. Why did God have to take you? I will miss you Forever Angel. Please stay safe and wait for me; I promise we will be together again.

You Are MY Man and I Love You Brewster.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 03/07/2008
My Precious Angel:
Nights are so difficult without you. Coming home and not seeing you in the window breaks my Heart. Once again the tears are falling and the pain is overwhelming. My Life is so sad without you. I miss you more each day. Soon it will be one year since you left me here and went to the Bridge. How is that even possible? It feels like you left yesterday. As I sit here and stare at your sweet face it just breaks my heart that you are gone. The pain in my chest is so intense I feel as if I cannot breathe. Why did God have to take you? I will miss you Forever Angel. Please stay safe and wait for me; I promise we will be together again.

You Are MY Man and I Love You Brewster.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 03/07/2008
My Precious Angel:
With tears in My eyes and an everlasting pain in my chest I send this Beautiful Candle To You. In just a few days you will have been gone a year. How is that possible when you look so alive? My Life is so sad without you. I will miss you Forever Brewster. May this Beautiful Candle bring you all the Love In MY Heart. Please stay safe and wait for me. I Promise I will be there.

You Are My Man And I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 03/09/2008
My Precious Christopher:
The tears are falling. It is now one year since you left my arms. I am overwhelmed with grief and miss you more each day. You will always be my Special Little Guy. Please Stay Safe My Angel and Wait For Mommy. You Are My Man And I Love You.
I Miss You Christopher.
You Will Always be Safe In My Heart.
May the light from this Beautiful Candle Bring You All The Love In MY Heart.
I Will Miss You Forever.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 03/19/2008
I light this candle for you Christopher, so you can always see your Mommy.
You just have to look for all the candlelight and she will be there, thinking of you, always you, her precious little man.
Sending you lots of love on your day, stay safe and forever happy.

Chancey and Digby's Mom
Posted by Helen on 03/20/2008
My Precious Christopher:
It has been one year since I held you in my arms; since I felt your sweet kisses, since I told you how much I loved you. There are no words to describe the pain I am feeling from your loss. You life brought meaning to mine. I will miss you for Eternity. I will always look forward to the day when we are together again and this time forever. I hope you had a wonderful day my Angel. Take really good care of Grandma and Sammy and Chancey and Digby too.

May the light from this Beautiful Candle carry all my Love into your Heart. You Are My Man And I Love You. I will miss you Forever.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 03/20/2008
Christopher--keep shining your beautiful love and light on Mommy and the world. And Please greet my litte Oliver--you would be great angel friends.
Posted by Debra on 03/29/2008
My Precious Christopher:
In just a few hours it will be 13 months since I have held your precious soft body in my arms and felt your kisses on my face. While life goes on so does the pain of your loss.

I pray every day that you are safe and happy. I know you can hear me talk to you each night just as I did when you were on this earth and I will continue to do that until I am with you again Forever.

There are no words to describe the Joy you brought into my life and how much I miss your everlasting Love. I will miss you Forever little Man.

May the light from this beautiful Candle Carry with it all the Love in my Heart. My Love for you will last Forever as will the pain of your loss. I will miss you Forever my Guy.

May God's Angels take good care of you and keep you safe until I arrive. I will be there I promise. Wait for me and stay safe Brewster.

Happy 13 Month Bridge Day Sweet Angel. Stay Safe and Take Good Care Of Chancey, Digby,Grandma and Sammy.

You Aare My Man And I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 04/19/2008
My Precious Angel:
Tonight is another night of pain, tears and sadness. I miss you more than words can describe. How does God expect me to go on without you? I have no answers and likely never will. I hope that you are safe and well. I know that you miss me Too. Please wait me me Brewster I promise I will be there. Stay Safe and take good care of Sammy And Grandma. May the light from this Beautiful Candle carry to you all the Love in my Heart. I will miss you Forever.
You Are MY Man And I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 04/26/2008
My Precious Angel:
Here I sit once again, alone and without you in my arms. Every night when I turn down the road the tears begin as I know that you are not going to be waiting for me in the window; not tonight and not ever again. My life is so sad without you my Precious little man. I will miss you Forever.
May the light from this beautiful Candle carry with it all the Love in my heart-all the Love in my Heart is yours and will be Forever
You Are My Man And I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 05/06/2008
My Precious Angel:
Today is suppose to be Mother's Day but how is that possible when you are not here with me? Another sad day; another day of pain. My heart is broken and I feel as If I cannot breathe. I will Love you Forever my Precious Little Man. We are one and always will be as time and space cannot ever take that from us. May the Light from this Special Candle carry to you all the Love that is in my Heart. Stay Safe Angel and wait for me. You Are My Man And I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 05/11/2008
My Precious Angel:
Here I sit once again with tears streaming down my face and the pain in my chest so intense I can hardly breathe. I miss you so much Angel and I need you so. I hope you are Ok and Safe. Please let me know that you are OK. My World is so sad without my guy. Stay safe Angel and wait for Mommy. I will Love You and Miss You Forever.
You Are My Man And I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 05/27/2008
Georgeann, I'm lighting a candle today for Christopher to let him know that his memory will sustain his mommy forever, and that she will move forward with a life of happiness. This is how Christopher would want it to be.

On Valentine's day, I brought home a special little baby boy and named him Mr. Pismo Porter.

Mr. Porter has not replaced my beloved Tico, as no dog can ever do that. Rather, he has filled a void left in my daily life by Tico's departure.

He awaits my return home every day to feed him, to hold him, to kiss him, to throw the ball, to talk to him - and to love him. He cuddles with me at night and wakes me each morning with a shower of wet kisses.

It's been a long and torturous year for you, and Christopher would want you to heal, as I have. He is at Rainbow Bridge and you are here, and this is where you are to stay. Memories are a wonderful and cathartic thing.

--Lynn

P.S. Two beautiful books that you may find of interest are For Every Dog and Angel and Legacies of Love.

Posted by lynn on 07/09/2008
My Precious Angel:
Today is your 16th Bridge Day. The pain of your loss is still so overwhelming. I still cannot believe that you are gone Forever. I hope your day was filled with fun. Mommy thinks about you every moment of every day. I miss you Christopher and I will miss you Forever. Stay safe Precious Angel Until I arrive. May God's Angels Watch Over You Forever.
You Are My Man And I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 07/20/2008
My Precious Angel:
Today is your 16th Bridge Day. The pain of your loss is still so overwhelming. I still cannot believe that you are gone Forever. I hope your day was filled with fun. Mommy thinks about you every moment of every day. I miss you Christopher and I will miss you Forever. Stay safe Precious Angel Until I arrive. May God's Angels Watch Over You Forever.
You Are My Man And I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 07/20/2008
My Precious Christopher:
It has been 16 months and almost 18 days since you left me here and went to the Bridge. Not a day has gone by that I have not cried a river of tears for you. My Life is so sad without my Angel. Each night I speak to your Star and I can hear you say "I miss you too mommy." I Miss You Too Christopher. I would give anything to hold you in my arms and tell you ILove you. My Heart is Broken and the Joy in Life is gone and will be gone until you are safe in my arms once again. Stay safe Precious Angel and Wait for me.
You Are My Man And I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 08/06/2008
My Precious Angel:
It has been awhile since I have been here to light your candle. You have been gone for 19 months yet the pain makes it seem as if you left yesterday.

Today is another bad day without you. Your loss has had such a profound affect on my life. I do not know how to continue to live without you. My Smile is gone; my life is so sad. You are such a special little guy and I miss you so much. I will miss you Forever.

Life was so perfect when you were here...now it is not perfect any more.

May this beautiful candle shine upon your sweet face and bring all the Love I have in my Heart to You. I miss you Christopher and I will miss you Forever. Stay safe and wait for mommy. I will be there I promise.

You Are My Man And I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 10/22/2008
My Precious Angel:
It has been awhile since I have been here to light your candle. You have been gone for 19 months yet the pain makes it seem as if you left yesterday.

Today is another bad day without you. Your loss has had such a profound affect on my life. I do not know how to continue to live without you. My Smile is gone; my life is so sad. You are such a special little guy and I miss you so much. I will miss you Forever.

Life was so perfect when you were here...now it is not perfect any more.

May this beautiful candle shine upon your sweet face and bring all the Love I have in my Heart to You. I miss you Christopher and I will miss you Forever. Stay safe and wait for mommy. I will be there I promise.

You Are My Man And I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 10/22/2008
My Precious Angel:
Here I sit once again with tears rolling down my face and a pain in my chest that takes my breath away. Tomorrow is your 20 month Bridge
Anniversary. How is it possible that you have been gone from my arms for that long? I miss you so much Christopher. My life is so sad and such a nightmare without you. I know that you are Always watching over me and I know that you Always will.

Tonight when I drove down the street I knew, as I do every night, that you would not be waiting in the window for me to arrive. I just do not know how to go on without you by my side. I miss you Christopher and I will Forever. Happy 20 month Bridge Day Precious Angel.

May the light from this Beautiful Candle shine upon your Precious Sweet face and carry all my Love to you. Stay safe Angel and wait for mommy. I will be there I promise. You Are My Man And I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 11/20/2008
My Precious Angel:
Here I sit once again with tears rolling down my face and a pain in my chest that takes my breath away. Tomorrow is your 20 month Bridge
Anniversary. How is it possible that you have been gone from my arms for that long? I miss you so much Christopher. My life is so sad and such a nightmare without you. I know that you are Always watching over me and I know that you Always will.

Tonight when I drove down the street I knew, as I do every night, that you would not be waiting in the window for me to arrive. I just do not know how to go on without you by my side. I miss you Christopher and I will Forever. Happy 20 month Bridge Day Precious Angel.

May the light from this Beautiful Candle shine upon your Precious Sweet face and carry all my Love to you. Stay safe Angel and wait for mommy. I will be there I promise. You Are My Man And I Love You.
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 11/20/2008
Hello Georgeann
My daughter and I just read your memorial and candles for Christopher and want to express our sadness for your loss. We have just lost our precious dog Chelsea and know the unconditional love and joy these companions bring into our lives. We hope you are slowly healing and think it is wonderful you are keeping Christopher's memory alive in your heart and on this memorial website. Our best, Jo and Andrea
Posted by Jo on 05/04/2009
Hello Georgeann
My daughter and I just read your memorial and candles for Christopher and want to express our sadness for your loss. We have just lost our precious dog Chelsea and know the unconditional love and joy these companions bring into our lives. We hope you are slowly healing and think it is wonderful you are keeping Christopher's memory alive in your heart and on this memorial website. Our best, Jo and Andrea
Posted by Jo on 05/04/2009
Hello Georgeann
My daughter and I just read your memorial and candles for Christopher and want to express our sadness for your loss. We have just lost our precious dog Chelsea and know the unconditional love and joy these companions bring into our lives. We hope you are slowly healing and think it is wonderful you are keeping Christopher's memory alive in your heart and on this memorial website. Our best, Jo and Andrea
Posted by Jo on 05/04/2009
My Precious Christopher:
Today is your 26th Bridge anniversary. I miss you as much today as the day you left. I still find it so hard to believe that you are not coming home to mommy. I hope you can hear me when I speak to you every night. I hope you can feel the Love I am sending to Heaven. I miss you Christopher and I will Forever.
May the light from this beautiful Candle carry all the Love I have for you in my heart to you in Heaven.

You Are My Man And I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 05/20/2009
My Precious Christopher:
Here I sit with tears in my eyes and you are not here to comfort me. In just a few hours it will be 27 months since you left this earth for Rainbow Bridge. The pain in my life lives on as living without you is simply horrible. I do not know why God took you from me, but I know it was the worst day of my life.

I hope that you are safe and well my Little Angel. Be a good boy sweetheart and wait for mommy. I will be there soon I promise.

I miss you Christopher and I always will. Happy 27 month Bridge Day Sweet Guy. May the light from this beautiful candle carry all the Love in My Heart to You.
You Are My Man And I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 06/19/2009
What a darling little face your sweet Christopher had. No wonder that you loved him so much. I know an anniversary of any loved one's death is a hard thing to cope with. Sometimes, unless you are a true animal lover and your pet is part of your family, people do not understand the grief behind someone losing their beloved pet. Just letting you know that thoughts are with you at this difficult time and God Bless you both. Jen X
Posted by Jennifer McCarthy on 06/21/2009
Hi Georgeann and Christopher,
When I read your candles I feel a real connection to your mummy and how she felt about her boy - the same way I felt about my cat BamBam who passed away after a difficult life of 8 years but who filled my life with a purpose and a love that no-one can replace.


I have found solace in the fact that his brother Sox was left with me to help me through the long difficult months ahead. Bam Bam has only been gone just on 7 months and I couldnt even function throughout the day without sobbing for the first 3 months and cried myself to sleep after pondering over his memorial for hours listening to his chosen music theme over and over again until I went almost crazy with grief.

But BamBam was a beautiful soul and we had a connection much the same as you and Christopher and my newfound friend from this website Kathy and her dear little Pommy Bear-Bear and my other friend Edgar and his beloved cat Tigger who he had for 11 long years.

Some of us have had the benefit of having another furry member of the family to remain with us and help us through the difficult transition period but Christopher your mummy is grieving too long now and I am worried about her.

God Bless her and shine your love down on her to guide her through this dark valley for the last time, out into the warmth of the sunshine and a world where others care and there are other dear little animals out there so desperate for a home and a loving heart to give their trust and affection to.

Help Georgeann to see that whilst Christopher has gone, he has not gone from her memory and that he loved her so very much and would not want to see her crying for him for such a long time.

Lord, help Christopher guide Georgeann to a world of smiles and happiness by remembering him with love and not sadness - the way Christopher would want her to remember him. Please help her to realise that so much love is going to waste when their are so many abandoned, saddened hearts out there asking for an opportunity to love and be loved by someone who has so much to offer.

Christopher can never be replaced but being your loyal companion for so long, you wouldnt want him to be wasting his happy days in Rainbow Bridge sitting waiting for you when he can get on with so much fun and adventure until you have been brought together again - when it is God's intention for you to be so and Christopher would never want to see you watching life pass you by with tears in your eyes and a heavy heart when you could be sharing that special love you have for animals with another worthy recipient.

God Bless you and God Bless Christopher for entering your life and may he bless you even more by encouraging you to find a companion to get you through the next stages of your life without sorrow, without sadness. Be happy for what you had together. It has not gone. It is still as fresh in your memory as when it happened and no-one can take that from you. Smile again, love again and be whole again.

Love Jennifer X
Posted by Jennifer McCarthy on 09/09/2009
Merry Christmas to you!
I hope you mommy is doing ok/ay. I will never forget her for giving me Dusty's memorial page. Even though I don't visit often, I think of all of you
Posted by Donna on 12/21/2009
My Precious Christopher:
Your 3 Year Bridge Anniversary just passed. I wish I could tell you that Mommy is better but she is not. Losing you has permanently broken my Heart and Changed my life Forever.

Your Pet Salon, Christopher's Place, is now open. I can feel your presence there every day. I will miss you Forever My Precious Angel. Stay Safe and Wait For Mommy. I Love You Christopher and I will Love You Forever.

You are My Man And I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 03/28/2010
My Precious Sophie:
Mommy misses you so very much. I know that you are with Christopher and no longer in pain. Oh Christopher please take good care of Sophie for me. I will miss you both Forever. Mommy will be there some day I promise. Please wait for me.

I Love You
Mommy
Posted by Mommy on 08/22/2010
My Precious Rollo and Christopher:
I know that both of you are now together. Please be very good boys and take good care of Sophie. I miss you all so very very much. I will be there some day my sweet babies. Please wait for me. Once I am there we will never be separated again. I Love You So
Mommy
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